Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Am i having pms or am i really sad? I dont know why i get emo very easily nowadays. I'll stone and I'll look spiritless. But I dont know why.
Am i having post-concert syndrome? Am i sad cos of some people? Am i sad because im leaving NYCO and i cant bear to leave? Am i sad about block test results? Is this a sign of stress? Or is it just random mood swing?
When I submerge into the state of emo, many thoughts will run through my mind and I'll start to daze. I feel confused and spiritless.
I need to get out of this, but i just lack the determination and strength to do it.
God, please give me the power.
7:40 PM
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Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Random WishesSheila loves her family, her bestfriends, 409, nyco and geco! <333
Sheila wishes HEEAI GOOD LUCK FOR HER VIOLIN EXAM TMR! (god bless her! (:)
Sheila wishes the HMP PEOPLE GOOD LUCK FOR THEIR HMP TEST TMR!
Sheila wishes that chewfei can stop falling sick! (lol!)
Sheila wishes that she didnt do too badly for her recent block test!
10:02 PM
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Saturday, July 12, 2008
Your result for The LONG Scientific Personality Test...
ISFJ-The Protector
The protector type is called such because you feel your life is best used to protect those you love from the pitfalls of life, to see to their safety and security. You belong to the larger group called guardians. You find great satisfaction in assisting the downtrodden. You are not talkative with strangers, but you can chat tirelessly with those you trust. You have a good solid work ethic. You are thorough and very likely frugal. You do not like to be in a place of authority, and will delegate poorly if forced into a lead position. You share your type with 10% of the population.
As a romantic partner, you are generous and gentle. Occasionally you may be taken for granted because of this fact. You are tireless in providing acts of service for your loved ones. You run the risk of always being exhausted because you won't say no to your partner. You are sensitive to criticism and will withdraw rather than fight back. You wish to be appreciated for your loyalty and whole hearted nuturing. Your values must be respected and you thrive on consideration and kindness.
Your group summary:
Guardians (SJ) Your Type Summary:
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5:41 PM
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Monday, July 07, 2008
6 jul. haha! chewfei shd be bald by now. wonder how she looks like. i also wonder how i'll react when i first see her in school on tue. HAHA!
just smth random. i saw an exerpt of my blogpost on 413's blog! hahaha! they were collating reviews on their haunted hse. hehh.
this afternoon, i was telling my mother how impt this nyco concert is to me.
1. This is the first concert that i organized (of course, with the help of the rest of the committee(:)
2. This is my last nyco concert and last performance with nyco. ):
3. This is my first time being entrusted to lead two items in a concert. haha, although i led before in my pri sch concert, this time the responsibility is much greater cos there're more people to lead, the songs are tougher (previously was just liangxiao and kongshan u see) and i have to make sure everyone's on par. so the success of these two items will make a very significant mark in my life.
since this concert is such an impt event in my life, i want the impt ppl of my life to watch this concert. the MOST impt ppl are none other than my parents. and yay, they're coming! my mother even promised that she'll get me smth on the concert day! (: next, i'd like my pri sch co teachers ic, ms teh and mdm woon to come. esp ms teh. w/o them, i'll not be in co n i'll not have such great achievements in co (not VERY REMARKABLE though). in other words, w/o them, i wont be what i am today. as this concert is gonna mark one of the peaks in my life, i'd like them to see what i am today. im also intending to pay for their tics as a form of gratitude towards them. yup, 谢谢你们！没有你们，就没有今天的我！last but not least, JEANETTE YEE MUST COME! she's a friend whom i've gone through lots of thick and thins with. so she must come by hook or by crook! (:
ahhh. i've just wasted my time during the weekends. however, i feel very motivated. so i shall make a list of what i wanna achieve in this coming 2 wks.
CCA1. Make sure nobody gets eliminated for xisong.
- make sure everyone can play
- prac taifeng
- make sure we're all qi2
2. Make sure yangguang is gonna sound stunning.
- prac taifeng
- make sure we're all qi2 (esp kuai ban and esp the last part of kuai ban!)
- make sure the san3 ban3 solo is perfect (or at least near perfect)
- prac mo4 qi4
3. Make sure everything runs smoothly on concert day
- confirm admin matters
ACADEMICSRevise
Math:
- Differentiation (normal)
- Differentiation (trigo)
- Differentiation Application
- Sets and Venn Diagrams
- Integration
- practise on Permutation and Combination
Physics:
- Turning effect of forces
- Light
- Properties of Waves
- Electromagnetism & Electromagnetic Induction
Chemistry:
- Organic Chemistry (yay! my fav!)
- Periodicity
Geography:
- Weather and Climate
- study on rivers
IH:
- read IH notes on Epidemics and Pandemics (types, causes and effects, case studies, solutions)
LA and Chinese:
- Do more practices on comprehension
- study on Chinese culture
CLEP:
- Revise the cultural studies
- Look for/think of short stories
- Plan for essay
During this period of time, sheila will be on hiatus so as to prepare for the battle (concert prep and block tests). this list will remain as my last post till i attain my freedom (temporary though). As i complete each task, i shall strike/delete them one by one. (:
Yup, so JIAYOU SHEILA! STOP PRCRASTINATING! :D
14 days to block tests
1:18 AM
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this post shall be dedicated to my beloved ge desk partner, YISHAN! haha! just now yishan suddenly talked to me on msn. after the first few lines, i was waiting for her reply, but she took a LOOONG time to type her reply. i waited and TADA! she sent me a real long msg and i was very touched. so i've decided to post it on my blog. (:
yishan- simple life 小绿伞 不带走一片云彩 says:
[a very funny emoticon] why you still online!?
☻SHEILAKOO; Dont give up, cos i wont give up! (: says:
hahaha
☻SHEILAKOO; Dont give up, cos i wont give up! (: says:
HOLIDAY!
yishan- simple life 小绿伞 不带走一片云彩 says:
=.=
yishan- simple life 小绿伞 不带走一片云彩 says:
WALAO! ):
yishan- simple life 小绿伞 不带走一片云彩 says:
ahaa!
☻SHEILAKOO; Dont give up, cos i wont give up! (: says:
lol
☻SHEILAKOO; Dont give up, cos i wont give up! (: says:
ur emoticon very funny
yishan- simple life 小绿伞 不带走一片云彩 says:
heyhey, just to pop by to tell you this
you are a very strong little girl-friend i know (: i think you might be quite stressed up here and there, but i can see that you are doing really really well ok! haha! you are like so pro la! you can do so much! haha! take care ah you, my strong little girl-friend, GE desk mate!
yishan- simple life 小绿伞 不带走一片云彩 says:
=DDDDD
yishan- simple life 小绿伞 不带走一片云彩 says:
[a 'hahaa' emoticon]
☻SHEILAKOO; Dont give up, cos i wont give up! (: says:
LOL!!!
☻SHEILAKOO; Dont give up, cos i wont give up! (: says:
heyhey! im really touched!
☻SHEILAKOO; Dont give up, cos i wont give up! (: says:
HAHAHA!
yishan- simple life 小绿伞 不带走一片云彩 says:
haha!
yishan- simple life 小绿伞 不带走一片云彩 says:
JIAYOU OK!!
yishan- simple life 小绿伞 不带走一片云彩 says:
=DD
☻SHEILAKOO; Dont give up, cos i wont give up! (: says:
THANKS FOR THE ENCOURAGEMENT GE DESK MATE! LOVE YA!
yishan- simple life 小绿伞 不带走一片云彩 says:
i look very forward to NY's concert. show us your very best!! (:
☻SHEILAKOO; Dont give up, cos i wont give up! (: says:
YUP I WILL! U TOO!
☻SHEILAKOO; Dont give up, cos i wont give up! (: says:
HAHA NO PROB!
yishan- simple life 小绿伞 不带走一片云彩 says:
(: heh, i go back to my tutorials already! (:
yishan- simple life 小绿伞 不带走一片云彩 says:
seeyah!
☻SHEILAKOO; Dont give up, cos i wont give up! (: says:
yup sure1
☻SHEILAKOO; Dont give up, cos i wont give up! (: says:
i gotta go too! HAHA!
☻SHEILAKOO; Dont give up, cos i wont give up! (: says:
SLEEP EARLY K!
☻SHEILAKOO; Dont give up, cos i wont give up! (: says:
JIAYOU! ALL THE BEST!
yishan- simple life 小绿伞 不带走一片云彩 says:
NIGHTSSSSSSS!
☻SHEILAKOO; Dont give up, cos i wont give up! (: says:
GOODNIGHT!
haha! YISHAN! IM REALLY GRATEFUL TO HAVE U AS A FREN! :D and im really really touched by your words! thanks for all the encouragement! you're my BEST DESK PARTNER EVER! (: Jiayou with your work too! :D
1:10 AM
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Saturday, July 05, 2008
ytd was a LOOOONG day. firstly was funfair. just like heeai, im also quite disappointed with some ppl from our class. funfair is a class thing which THE ENTIRE CLASS is supposed to plan for their stall. however, there are just some people who just refuse to work together or at least help out. sighs. if we worked tgt as a class, i guess the last few days of preparation wouldn't have been so chaotic. not trying to criticize anybody, but just feeling rather disappointed that our class is actually not A CLASS.
anyway, i worked in the first shift, in the same game as heeai. our sales was pretty bad at the beginning, so we sang 'incy wincy spider' as a way of publicity. HAHA! in the middle of my shift, sarah lim and her classmate (her name is lingxue i think!) walked around to publicize for their haunted hse. lingxue was dressed like a ghost and the way she limped made the effect very real. she's really good at 'acting ghost'. all of a sudden, guoshu came to me to ask if im scared of
the ghostsheila: haha! of course not! she's fake afterall!
guoshu: huh, im very scared leh. she looks so real!
sheila: HUH! really uh! omg! relax kay! scali she's one of ur frens! HAHA!
guoshu: yes she is! she was my sec 1 and sec 2 classmate!
sheila: *amazed*
haha! after my shift ended, sarah, shitong, heeai and i wanted to tour around the school. then jingying called me to accompany her to the sticker making stall put up by the aesthetics dept. so i passed sarah and shitong my funfair coupons since they were penniless at that moment. at mac lab, we saw the aesthetics dept teachers busy peeling the stickers. lols. in the end, we ended up helping them peel! HAHA! then mrs ee asked me to promote the nyco stickers to the nyco members and we've all decided to paste our nyco logo on our black file! AND IT'S GONNA LOOK REAL COOL WHEN U SEE THE NYCO GIRLS MARCHING INTO THE STAGE WITH BLACK FILES THAT HAVE NYCO LOGO! :D
OH! i also went to 413's haunted hse, tgt with suzie, jieyi, cheryl and cant rmb who else. (so sorry!) stupid sarah! backed out last min! LOL! in the end, i was the one leading the way. so i held the glow stick and walked in. all i knew was jieyi was right behind me. zimin was the first ghost i saw. not bad lah. at least she didnt laugh when i called, "omg! zimin! HAHAHA! ZIMIN! HAHAHA!" HAHA! quite stupid. then we walked on. at a certain place, a 'ghost' grabbed our feets. when it caught jieyi's, she jumped and screamed! her hands accidentally whacked my face and that's the most shocking part of my haunted hse journey. LOL!
next was interview. quite screwed. haa, shant elaborate much lah. THEN DAZU! haha, my second shanjian prac. :O! i realised i cmi for shanjian. sighs, need to prac! after dazu, shawn and i took a pic with chewfei, cos we wanna see the before and after Hair For Hope chewfei. HAHA! and it's TMR! she's gonna be bald tmr! though im not the one, i dont know y i feel anxious abt it! LOL! sadly i couldnt watch cos i've smth on till 12.30. gahhhhhhhhh! nvm, 413 peeps will be posting a video of the shaving process on youtube (according to chewfei), so i shall watch it there. haha! ALL THE BEST CHEWFEI!
GE! our chun tian was quite productive, i thought! (: but i didnt like the idea of leaving ppl out of competition. though i know it's inevitable. sighs. i think i shd be eliminated out of rozie's grp lor. moreover i'll be away for global classroom for 2 wks, 1 or 2 wks b4 nac. AHHHH! after prac ended, szemin and i did smth crazy. we tried playing 1 erhu tgt (like, she's in charge of pressing the strings while i do the bowings). tried simple parts initially, then we increased our difficulty by attempting yangguang kuai ban. :O! HAHA! seriously, OUR MO4 QI4 IS NOT BAD OKAY! we could do some really challenging parts successfully for the first time. i also think this is a good way to lian4 mo4 qi4 between 2 ppl. hehehh. SZEMIN! WE SHALL TRY AGAIN NEXT TIME! SO FUNNNN!
today's a pretty long day for me too! alumni prac in the morning. i could see that mrs ee was really happy to meet the alumni members. haha! she smiled exceptionally wide during today's dazu. LOL! u can nvr see this smile in any normal dazu pracs. :X today, i've also learnt smth frm her. xi1 yang2 gui1 fan2, the alumni piece, is actually a very simple song, with simple notes and simple rhthyms. when i first sight-read the scores, i thought it's gonna be another boring song. however, she could see the interesting part of the song. although i wasnt really convinced when she first said this is an interesting song last wk, im completely convinced by the way she interpreted the piece. i guess this is smth that we shd all learn: an easy piece may seem so easy for us that it is boring to us, but these easy pieces are challenging to discover its interesting parts.
after alumni prac, i went on to prac xi3 song4 with our sec 2 juniors. i was really drained out by then. but the taifeng prac woke me up. HEEHEE. after today's prac with the sec 2s, i feel like saying, "actually our sec 2s are not too bad!" they have the potential, just that the potentials have not been surfaced. and i was proud to know that wanqing and hengyeng got blisters frm pressing the bows onto their fingers with too much strength! so i showed them the swell on my finger frm the same reason. haha! FATE OF ERHU PLAYERS. LOL!
oh! i'd like to announce a good news!
NYCO CONCERT TICKET SALES: FULL HOUSE!WOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOO! yes, im happy abt full house. but im sad cos I STILL NEED 6 MORE TICS! AHHHHHH! if anyone bought tic and u find that u wanna back out, PLS INFORM ANY CO MEMBER IMMEDIATELY. WE WILL HELP U SELL UR TIC AND GIVE U UR REFUND! THANKS!
okay! last words! JIAYOU LAYTING FOR JAP SPEECH, JIAYOU CHEWFEI FOR HAIR FOR HOPE, JIAYOU NYCO FOR CONCERT, JIAYOU SHEILA FOR WORK!
8:02 PM
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Thursday, July 03, 2008
im happy, cos i've found the real sheila! sheila is back! haha! i finally begin to feel motivated! (: i think human need stress to make themselves a better person! HAHA!
today's my last nyco xiaozu (think so). time really flies. last time when i heard my seniors whine over last nyco xiaozu, i always told myself, "Haha, i still have
n more years!" now, it's my turn. haha, i know my juniors will miss me (haha! okay! miss US) a lot! esp HULIN RIGHT! HAHA! last xiaozu, sadly, wasnt a very good last xiaozu, cos its not productive. and within this few hours, many things happened. but im lazy to blog. haha, anyway, i just wanna say this: DONT GIVE UP, COS I WONT GIVE UP! HAVE FAITH THAT YOU CAN DO IT AND WE ARE GONNA MAKE IT! (:
im really happy now, cos my toughest week is gonna end soon! hehehehh! then again, a brand new busy week is coming very soon! HAHA! let's have a sneak preview of next week:
Monday- Deadline of school orders
- (perhaps i should add a yangguang prac on this day)
Tuesday- Tickets printed
- Start to sort out ticket orders
- xisong lunch prac
- linlaoshi's audi prac after school
- math quiz!
Wednesday- morning: prac with rouying
- xisong lunch prac
- Continue to sort out tickets
- after school: prac with noon
- tuition at night
Thursday- morning: yangguang prac
- lunch: calcutta fund raising activity
- dazu
Friday- SELF-PRAC!
- lunch prac? (not very sure cos sch ends at 12.15pm)
- dazu
- geco
Saturday- alumni prac
- (perhaps i shd insert another prac after alumni prac...)
- time to clear hw and study!
- SELF-PRAC!
Sunday- morning: erhu lesson
- afternoon: tuition
- study time
haha, not too bad. though my wkdays are super cramped, at least my wkends are ok! (: if u realised, i've a lot of unadded pracs. cos i've been telling ppl that concert is NEXT NEXT FRI, and i realised that i am one of those who just sense the urgency NOW. only till today do i realise how unprepared i am. if u think sheila is pro, let me confess. i do hun4 in both xisong and yangguang. sigh, therefore, we need to start praccing real hard now! GAMBATEH NE~
before i leave, i wanna thank LEE SU ZEN (aka lee shu zhen aka suzie lee)(oh man, guess which is her real name)! HAHA! thanks for helping me buy my nyaa bklets, thanks for helping us design our funfair stuffs, thanks for ... ... TOO MANY THINGS TO THANK! (: once again, THANK YOU LEE SHU ZHEN! (haha! have u got it correct?) :D
JIAYOU PIPA! JIAYOU 409! JIAYOU NYCO! JIAYOU SHEILA! :D
reminder: i must take a pic with chewfei before this sun ascends.
10:58 PM
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Tuesday, July 01, 2008
this wk is gonna be tough for me. really tough. got lots of work to complete. but nvm. after this wk, i'd have cleared most of my work. therefore, i look forward to the end of this wk. muahaha!
tmr's a big day. NYCO CONCERT '06's 2ND ANNIVERSARY! hohoho! 2 years ago, was our BIG day. 1 year ago, it was youth day holiday/e-learning day (haa cant rmb, i only knew it was a holiday). i can still rmb very clearly that i was chatting with shawn abt nyco concert anniversary a year ago. and we played minesweeper. it was a close match. but i still won her eventually. MUAHAHA! oh man. time really flies. it felt as though all these things happened not long ago.
speaking of concert, (no intention of boasting) our tickets are selling super fast. and im worried. cos this excludes orders from other schools. im afraid that by the time we receive orders frm other schools, we may not have enough tickets for them. though we still have about 250 more tickets to sell, there's still 6 more days to the deadline of school orders submission. im seriously 'traumatized' by how fast the numbers are jumping. ytd, mrs ee smsed me to tell me that 80 teachers are coming to watch our concert. today, in less than an hour, we managed to sell abt 20 tics. of course, it's good that the sales is good lah, but im afraid we do not have enough for those schools. then again, we're partly to be blamed for putting the deadline so late. ahhhh! okay, God really gotta bless us that everything will fit in nicely.
10:11 PM
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